Sunday, February 13, 2011

Fibromyalgia has ruined my life

FibromyalgiaImage via WikipediaI am sitting on my bed that is full of stuff I can do during the day. My medications are out of hand and I feel like I am just a pain in the ass to everyone! Why isn't there any new research done on this disease that I was told would never get worse! I am here to refute that remark doctor! I lost most of my life to pain and suffering and I am sick of being sick@! There is never anyone straight answer when is comes to having this label "Fibromyalgia" "Chronic Pain" Chronic Fatigue" "Long term opiate use". I never realized that this would make things even worse....long term use of prescribed medication. SO I am going to try a new treatment called suboxine along with my mood stabilizer I just may have a chance to be! and do! I hope for a future of movement and love.
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Thursday, February 10, 2011

Laughing Eyes Kennels

Laughing Eyes Kennels

CFS and Me

I am finally figuring out how to live about twenty notches down! It has taken many days in bed and then slowly moving again but for know I am not going to over due it and actually think I can shovel snow like I did last week! Wow! nothing like the burn not the good my muscles go a work out more like hot sauce on a raw cut only inside...wow slow goes me one two three one two three weeeee!

miera, spain - Google Maps


This map is done by my great to the power of 4 grandfather...I have plans to photograph along his roue if I can at least get new his foot steps. Don Bernardo Miera y Pacheco was part of what I call the southern expedition crica 1750's
miera, spain - Google Maps this is a place he may have been born

St. Casilda of Toledo, Spain | Antiochian Orthodox Christian Archdiocese

I wonder if the springs are still there!?
St. Casilda of Toledo, Spain | Antiochian Orthodox Christian Archdiocese

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Bad Before Good - Day One

XMRV and me

I have not yet been tested because of financial reasons. This is very hard on me because I would like to know one way or the other.
Thanks to WPI I am now at least able to protect my family and friends by not donating blood and taking precautions until there is made available a test we can all take that won't break the bank.

I hope this happens soon and I thank every person at WPI for working so hard!

I have been suffering since early childhood and this is not all in my head!
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The life I wish I had

I am hoping to obtain a fairly active life. Since the age of 12 I have never been able to be physically active due to pain and fatigue. I have an appointment at a specialist in Denver call Fibromyalgia and chronic fatigue centers. I will be blogging about it and the results. I am also planning to video the trip and what it takes for me to plan a trip like this.
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XMRV Bloggerama Day (2)

XMRV Bloggerama Day (2)